Hello
xUnluckyMonster, sorry to hear about your issue.
From what you have described to us it seems like a performance issue with your machine or that you don't have enough
RAM allocated to your game, however there's no way of telling what it is without a more detailed description of what your problem is or screenshots of it.
I would recommend you join our
Discord and create a ticket on the
#ticket-support channel in order for us to give your more assistance in case we need screenshots or other type of information on your current issue with loading the game.
If you have got any other questions feel free to reply to this thread or to send me a message via the forums we are currently using so the necessary assistance can be given to you.
~Vanity / Lewis